for my Jet Coaster

being cry baby again??
oh GOD, i dont know what must i do,
this pain is realy hurt when its come to me..
but i dont know how to solve it,
how to forget it,
how to heal my heart...

F*ck...!!

i realy hate use this type of word...
i realy hate if i look so weak and gloomy..

Come on....GOD plz bring my courage now, bring my bravery heart now, bring my barbarian ways now..

F*ck!!

i realy hate being trapped in this situation...

no way i forget u...
no way i can hate u...
no way i can relax if u are still have a problem..
your voice
your smile,
your joke,
your dream
your tears...

i cant forget a single moment that i spend with you..

whatever u do, whatever u feeling for me,
i cant change my feeling to u... even u kill me, even u stab my heart again and again,
i just can think, if i need to get stronger to protect you...
even realy hurt i feel....i just can imagine your smile if i can hold it a litle longer...

i dont know what the reason who make us being a part like this...
i dont know why u can forget me that easily..
i dont know who is your prince right now...
i dont know why u being so mad and hate me so much...
i dont know do u remember me or not..
i dont know rin...

i dont know..

i just can wait...

waiting GOD let us meet again...

someday...


ill being strong until that day come...
ill bear all this pain in my heart until that day come...
until i can see your smile once again...

my, jet coaster....